Friday Blogger

"Is life full of uncertainties or we are ignorant to certainties? "

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It was just like another Friday morning, the only thing which was different was my mood.The time I opened my eyes, I was not very excited with that Friday feeling.While I was doing the gigantic task of taking a bath in the breath taking winters of Delhi, I realized that somewhere something is not good.While I was battling with numerous thoughts and was busy in several permutations and combinations that what all can go wrong, I overlooked and underestimated my intuitions.I left home and hired an auto for the Janak Puri Metro Station. Unlike other week days..I got an auto in front of our society's gate, I was amazed and happy.I thought that whatever crap my brain was manufacturing few hours back was not of any use and this day is going to be a perfect day like other Fridays'.While I was on the way to metro station I realized that my watch is missing, I gave a call back to home and inquired that if mistakenly I have left the same there, but the response was not in affirmation.It was a 2500 bucks "Fast Track" watch, It was very important to me not due to its price but It was a gift from some one who is the most valued asset of my life and that is my Mother. I started feeling bad, I realized that this was suppose to happen and  that is why I was getting those negative feelings. I was all in the mood to curse god as much as I can, I said "now why the hell this happened to me, that was the most precious thing I owned, because my mother saved money to buy me that gift.It was very precious to me, then why in the whole world you targeted me" while I was shooting all bad words on the Super Power, my cell phone rang, it flashed my Aunt's number, I answered that call with a truncated voice, she said "I have located your watch, it was lying on the bed", after that I felt a sudden sense of inexplicable relief.Again, I realized that my brain has a habit of being intuitive all the time and creating unnecessary fear and by concluding that I thrashed the probability of any mis happening.I reached office and got another good news! My Boss called me and informed that I don't feel like coming to office and I like an ardent follower simply said "No Problem Boss".Some one inside me was very happy and I simply exclaimed wow "Friday can not be better than this".As the day passed, I joined my other colleagues and we decided to watch a movie at GIP Mall,  Noida. We got the ticket booked online and reached the decided place on time, I was still very perplexed that how can it happen, I mean it is for the first time that I got intuitions of something negative but everything was going as smooth as silk. Well, the movie was good and by the time it was a great Friday. After exchanging greetings, we all left for our destinations.I accompanied one of my colleagues, who agreed to drop me at the nearest metro station. While we were on the way, my cell phone ranged and the screen displayed my sister's number "I thought she might be calling me for sharing some gossip, but when I picked up the call "she was sounding disturbed, the phone got disconnected and I called her back again, this time she was crying  and she informed me about the demise of  my brother's Mother in Law.Such a nice lady she was, like a motherly figure to all of us.I got freezed after  listening that, I regained my senses and advised my sister not to panic.After reaching Metro Station, I got out of my colleagues car and got my self seated on the stairs of Metro Station.While her face was hovering all around me, some questions creeped in my mind "Do I have to start taking my intuitions seriously ? Are they really an indicator of  future mis happenings? or even If I take them seriously  what's the use?..we can not change anything, we can not stop anything, we just have to flow with the wind.I am not  sure about others but time and again life has reinstated to me that "It is not full of Uncertainties..but we are Ignorant to Certainties".At the end of the day..I concluded that for me "It was a bad FRIDAY". RIP Aunty. We all love you and  we will miss you always.May your next life be the best and different.

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